im so lonley tonight.2002-04-27, 6:52 p.m.here we go again... another day in paradise. i started work at 4am... here it is almost 7pm and i am just getting home. grandted i did leave for an hour to get danie to work thats still a long shift. my knee is doing better that is good.oh the drama... Jessica shows up like way late this morning and i could tell from the moment i saw her... something was wrong. i asked her if she was ok and she sighed and said im just having a bad couple of days. i left it at that for the moment. a few hours later i waled by her and she was stessing about not getting her load up in time. i told her she had plenty of time then she started telling me about them sending her stuff thats not in the set (witch happens all the time and is no big deal) and she started crying. now i know she was not crying because the warehouse plussed out a few new items something else was up. i asked her if she need to talk and she said yes. she started telling me all this shit that is happening to her at once and she just broke down crying it was so sad. we talked to steve and he told her she could go home so i walked her out to her and we talked for a minute i told her to go home and sleep it off, then i gave her a hug and she just melted in my arms... i feel so bad for her. i hope she is ok. i know life is hard sometimes. well its saturday night and im home alone all night bored out of my fucking mind wishing i wasent such a loner. i want to do something so bad im seriously considering going out by my self. i know thats pathetic but... so am i. and since i dont have to go to work tomorrow... i want to do something. though whatever i do will piss danie off im sure so i should just sit home and feel sprry forr myself like usual. i think ill do that. well bye for now... i could use an email or something to keep me busy at least for a minute or two. |