a revelation......

2002-04-29, 1:16 p.m.

i just got back form class and i was in the shower thinking... and i had a exciting revelation. i want to learn to fight for real. i know must want to learn if im taking classes but ive decited to take it a step further. im going all out i want to know how to fight. i dont want to hurt people i just want to know how to. i know it sounds crazy but i dont really have much to look foward to so im and going to dedecate a HUGE part of my life to martial arts and the gym. ive alrady started step 1... martial arts class. step 2 is... i need to get bigger and stronger, and if its even possible faster. my next step is to find a gym buddy and take this whole getting bigger thing very seriously. even if i cant find a buddy ill do it myself. my goal is to gain at least 40lbs. thats alot but it will put me where i want to be. if i was bigger being as fast as i am and knew how to street box/jui-jitsu i would be so fucking lethal its scary to think about it. and now i have a serious goal so im real happy! *big huge fucking smile*

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