put your socks in the dirty laundry.

2002-06-18, 11:39 p.m.

first off i met a girl the other night, i wonder if i should feel guilty? danie says its ok but it just dont seem right. we exchanged numbers and had a long talk on the bread asile, we totlay hit it off. not to mention she looks like a super model. her body is perfect and she has a great smile, gorgous hair, i could go on but i wont. i think im going to call her friday.

second im starting boxing classes tomorrow, i dont know how im going to make time to do all this but it makes me happy so ill figure it out somehow. between jiu-jitsu, boxing, and the gym i should stay in pretty good shape. then working 50 or so hours a week, and everything else that life brings my way... like 6' tall beutiful hot chicks hehe i should keep myself real busy.

there is another girl i have been flirting with and she is of corse extremly beutiful, i know all i have to do is ask her out and she will say yes but every time i see her i just get all flustered and i say something stupid like "whats up?" how pathetic, i never get like that when im talking to girls. exept her. why? i have no idea, could it be her extraordanary beuity? i dont think so, i have asked out beutiful girls before and never felt like i do around her. but she looks right into my eyes the sexy way she dose, and my heart just freezes, i cant brethe, and i cant even pretend im cool. at that point im just mush and i cant react. i cant get out of my mind for hours after i see her. i always tell myself next time i see her im going to ask her out, then i chicken out. i cant even remember the last girl that had me chickening out. this cant be good... or can it?

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