waht is wrong with me???2002-11-07, 8:23 p.m.no i did not quit writing... i just havent felt like it latley. i have been working way too much. and when im home all i do is play playstation 2. also i decited to unlock my diary.where do i begin??? well first off my job is causing me alot of stress. i have been work way long hours... like a 20 hour shift and then a 16 hour shift with 4 hours between them. tuesday i went to work at midnight, it was the day before inventory so i pulled the facer off the asiles to help me throw the backstock. i felt with inventory being 24 hours away the back room was more inportant then getting the store faced. it was a good decition at the time. we worked out the entire backroom then it was time for him to go home. i was just finnishing up the backstock when the DM call jeff and said the president and the vp were on there way up to walk to store. suddenly my decition to have the facer stop facing to work the backroom wasent such a good idea. me jeff steve the non foods and whoever else knew how to block and even some that dident were scrambleing trying to get the sore faced before the dog and pony show. luckily we did. they walked the store and they were prwtty happy then they left. then i went to the backroom and started counting. im glad steve came back and helped me other wise i would never finnished. we stayed till about 730pm and went home for a few hours. 4 to be exact. came back at midnight again to finnish getting ready for inventory. it was such a bad day we lost about 70k over allowable. thats not good. but waht do they expect we went through a 6 month long 14 million dollar remodel during wich at one point we had no doors, walls, no security what so ever. not to mention we never closed the store not for 1 day the entire time. we got robbed blind. not to mention during the time we had no roof when ever it would rain evrything would get all wet then we would have to throw it away. we had 100 construction workers in the store 24 hours a day knocking down entire gondolas with there lifts. oh and we literally moved every asile in the store at least 5 times. literally by putting the asiles on wheels and pushing it around. but its done now and we just finnished our CAO conversion inventory so things should be getting better from here on our. and the rest of my life has completly sucked, im tired all the time so i have not been to the gym or my martial arts class for like 3 months or more. danie thinks im depressed. she might be right. when im not at work all i do is sleep and play playstation. even though i have been making alot of money but i ahve not been home much so danie is doing a good job spendind it all on shit she dont need. sometimes i feel like im working for nothing. well im going to go now illl try and update more often. |