Is this as good as it gets?

2005-11-11, 7:37 p.m.

I just got back from a short trip home the other day, Short but sweet. Now I�m back to work and in the thick of it. This place is stressing me out so bad I have become an alcoholic. Everyday I come home from work and drink margaritas like they are water and I am dying from thirst in the middle of the desert. Then I proceed to pass out either on the couch or my computer chair. I caught a cold back in Utah� but that has not yet stopped me from wasting away in margaritaville. The only difference is I think I get drunk faster since I have been sick. And some more bad news� my playstation broke the other day, I guess taking my drunken anger out on my Sony playstation was not such a good idea. So I guess ill just double up on the internet porn surfing until I get a new playstation.
On a lighter note� wait there is not a lighter note. Me and Martini are still doing our thing. We almost broke up again a few weeks ago, but I guess she changed her mind. Unless I am mistaken it has been almost 6 months since I have been dumped (almost doesn�t count)� that has to be some kind if a record. And there is this married chick at my store that is in love with me, and her husband wants to kick my ass. Why??? I don�t know I have done nothing. I am not the one having dreams about other men. I suppose its flattering but the first time I wake up the hospital in intensive care after being beaten by some chicks ogre husband� the flattery will be gone and ill be back to being a love sick puppy. Yes I am still waiting to get swept off my feet and I�m starting to think that that�s never going to happen. I guess when all you�ve had is 2 relationships in your entire life and they were both� uninspiring to say the least. You tent to get a bit bitter about love. Maybe I am in love and I just don�t know it because I�m too busy complaining and being negative. Maybe this is as good as it gets. My problem is the movies� damn Hollywood fairy tales.


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