i think youve had enough...2002-06-26, 9:08 p.m.that sucks i just typed half my entry and all the sudden it just dissepired.oh well as i was saying... i am still in one of those horrible lazy states, i get this way whren im depressed. i just dont feel like doing anything, at the end of each day... i am stuck with a real shitty feeling of worthlessness. i hate having unproductive stupid days like today, and yesterday, the day before, ect. i need to just pull my head out of my ass and take care of shit. first off i need to get back to the gym on a regular basis, and my martial arts classes. i need to start up the boxing that i planned on starting 2 weeks ago and have just been puttting off. i need to take care of bills, cleaning, and all the other shit i have been putting off. im wasting valuable time i could be bettering my life instead of just sitting here being pissed because i wasted another fucking day. i am goint to go to sleep now so that i can get some good sleep before work and have a great day tomorrow. i have lost almost 5 lbs. since i have not been going to the gym. i lost them 5 lbs. alot faster then i gianed them, i sucks how shit works like that. how you have to work harder for what you want, but you dont even have to try for what you dont. imagine that. |