just another friday night.2001-11-09, 9:06 p.m.from now on i might as well label every single friday night... lizzy maguire night. it seem thats all i have to look foward to. i guess its not so bad... i do love that show :)i want to thank a couple people out there in diaryland. its amazing how much better someone can make you feel just by caring about you. April, Melissa, you know who you are... thank you soooo much. things are hard right now and i cant always count on danie to make me feel better(sometimes she the problem) it might seem odd but even if ive never met you before in my whole life, it helps to know that you care. its weird when i first started writing here on dland, i did not expect it to be such a good way to make myself feel better. it really helps to be able to write what i feel inside and ahve people respond, give me advise, and remind me to... smile=) you have no ideal how much it helps. or maybey you do and thats what makes you such neat people. today has been a very emotional day. eariler tonight i was talking to a friend on the phone and i made a joke about crying alone until i fall asleep tonight. who would have known it would accualy happen. *tear* |