this is one long fucking entry.

2001-11-27, 11:22 p.m.

i cannot belive all the shit i got going on right now... i have reached an ultamate low... im moving back in with my parents... im 21... i moved out the day i turned 18... not even 4 years later... im moving back. its really my fault, over the past couple years me an danie have managed to get ourselves in quite a mess(moneywise). and i belive a short(verrrrrrry short) stay with my folks will be all the help i need to get the ball rolling. danie is not to happy neither, my mom is quiet the pain in the ass to live with. anyway half my shit is going with us to momy and dadys, and the other half to a storage shead. the worse thing is... we have to be out buy the end of the week... thats like 3 days away... *ahhhhhhh* buy i always find a way to get buy.

work is shitty too... out "temp" store director filling in for jeff(who rocks buy the way) has got everyone on edge... or fired. i really dont like this guy he is a snake... he will act like your buddy then when you turn around... hell bite you in the ass. so to speek. he is getting all the other managers in troble, some of witch have been around for like 20+ years. that sucks. our grocery manager quit, our non foods manager(who buy the way has been with smiths for like 28 years no shit) is on the verge of being fired... for basicly no reason(fuck face just dont like him) alot of the dpt. managers are talking about tranfering... all because of... you know who.

for some reason me and todd(our "temp" store director)get along ok, but that dont mean i dont hate him... that just means im trying to stay out of his way. everyday he makes all the other managers a "list"(keep in mind theese guys have been doing thair job for longer then ive been alive) and i have only gotten one "list" for him and it was easy stupid stuff. accualy that kinda scares me. like i said this guy is a fucking snake. if i piss him off... im done for... just like those other guys. every time i see him i have to remind myself... (mike... BE CAREFUL!!!!) i want jeff back sooooooooo bad, we all do. jeff is out on medical leave because he had a breakdown and got real sick. it was so sad but i should have seen it coming, im his friend and i know how the STRESS of the job gets to him. he just snapped, now hes out for at least 5 months. thats if he even comes back.

i just sense something EVIL about todd, i cant explain it... but i can see right through him, and i dont like him, he scares me. and hes never done anything to me...YET! get this... so far him being here has accualy opened a new door for me. if he had not came here the gro manager would not have quit. how dose that affect me? well... today while i was sitting in my office doing paperwork... i got a visit from the district specialest over all the gro managers. she is very important... and she came all the way up to the store to talk to me. bad or good? im either in alot of trouble or about to be promoted. we talked for like an hour and sure enough... she wants me to take to gro managers job, cool im only 21 and i have the opertunity to make like $1000 a week. for a young guy with no education thats alot. COOL... but heres the catch... she tells me smiths(kroger accualy) will no longer be hireing salrey gro managers. instead they will be "gro merchendisers" hmm basicly the same fucking shit job but of corse... LESS MONEY. how fucked up is that... i finnaly get a good opertunity and... bend over mike we want to stick our dicks in your ass! its the same fucking job but its going to be hourly... like $15 an hour witch will probly add up to about $800 a week. not bad but is it worth it. and i wonder why she came all the way dawn to talk to me about it, something just seems strange. i told her i was not sure... i needed to think. so i better go... i need to go think.

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