waiting on miah...2003-01-11, 6:04 p.m.well i get a day off work tomorrow, i dont have to get up at 3 in the mornig and go to work... it feels good. i want to do something tonight but i dont know what. i called miah and left it up to him but i dont always like the same things he dose. besides its past my bed time already and i am getting a little tired. maybe ill just put on a movie and fall asleep.work is starting to get a bit eaiser with the holidays being over, plus the new dairy guy is good. that makes my job easier. the new assistant is great, she is this super happy hard working kinda nice looking but married lady. so yeah... i better not get a crush on my new boss too. i already have a crush on 2 other girls i work with and 1 in the coffe shop outside. i know thats sad but im girl crazy what can i say. the worst one now is one of the CSM's joslyn, she is so hot, sexy, sweet, and agh. id better stop there. it sucks so bad though i ahve this hudge crush on her but she dont like me in that way at all. guess im just not good looking enogh. she like the dairy guy (that good looking bastard). that makes me jealous, i want to be the guy all the girls want but i guess i aint got what it takes. i should probably be happy with what i have but for some reason i cant right now. i want every hot girl i see. im sure its just a guy thing but i feel guilty all the time. me and danie have this agreement we can see other people but i hvae not seen anyone else. i dont think im the kind of guy who can just go out and meet women. even if i tried. so if your in the salt lake area and looking to meet a nice guy... just kidding hehe. actualy im feeling a little rejected latley, i cant remember the last time a girl, any girl gave me the time of day. i used to think i was attractive but now im starting to think im not. you know like those ugly chicks on the jenny jones show that are dressed all slutty thinking there hot. now im not dressed all that slutty but that would expalin things. maybe i just need to exept the truth. anyway enought pitty mike time... im still waiting for miah to call back, i might just fall asleep *sooo sleepy* goodnight all.... |